start a new life and new book

It's not easy to me.. to forget about him... love him so much..

but wat ever it is.. life must go on..

myb he not da best 4 me..

but.. y when i start love someone..

that person must leave me..

is that a cure or sometink else..

i'm so....

i don't know...

it have someone better 4 me...

plez.. give me a sign.....